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AbigailMadden
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I'm female, 15, bisexual, and plus size. I like playing video games and cuddling with my Yorkie, Nova. My favorite game is Skyrim, my favorite book is Dead of Night, and my favorite movie is Willy Wonka. I struggle with severe depression and suicidal thoughts. I'm currently dealing with it alone, nobody in my life knows about it.


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How do you cope?
Depression Support / by AbigailMadden
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...See more I don't really have any coping mechanisms other than ignoring my feelings. What do you do to cope, what helps?
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I make myself nervous.
Depression Support / by AbigailMadden
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 1 hour ago
...See more I've been making myself really nervous lately. Every day I think of a full-proof suicide plan, and it scares me just how much detail I put into those thoughts. What scares me even more is how I could do it any day with easy access. Does anyone else just randomly start planning out a suicide?
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I have depression and I don't know why.
Depression Support / by AbigailMadden
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 1 hour ago
...See more My name is Abigail, you can call me Abby. I struggle with severe depression, and I've had it for over a year now.  I don't know why I have depression. My life is great. I have amazing parents, an amazing dog, I'm financially stable, I have a best friend that treats me great, I have straight A's in school.  And yet, I still feel depressed. I feel empty, worthless, angry, suicidal. The whole shabang. And it makes me feel horrible, because I know so many people have it a million times worse than me. I feel like I'm not supposed to ever feel negative emotions. I feel like someone with a life as good as mine should be happy all the time.  But I'm not. And I don't know why. 
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