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amusingSummer8989
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Should I trust her?
Friendship Support / by amusingSummer8989
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 12 hours ago
...See more I know my friend said that she wanted to make peace with me after a huge argument we had. She said that we should just let time pass and we could talk one day. I agreed to it, but she has blocked me on all platforms right now. It is going to be 2 weeks now. As much as I try to convince myself that she would unblock me and reconcile with me, I keep having this fear that she has betrayed me. I have gone through a lot of betrayal from those who are the closest to me - my family, old friends and ex boyfriend. Even though she has told me many times that she's not like them, I struggle to believe her. Now that she is blocking me right now, I wonder if I should trust her or give in to the possibility that she has betrayed me like other people in my past.
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I am torn
Reading & Writing / by amusingSummer8989
Last post
 13 hours ago
...See more Sometimes I feel a burst of energy and enthusiasm in creative writing, but then I would feel disinterested and dejected to the point that I wanted to burn all of my works down because I felt that it's not good enough... How do I stop this?
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I don't know if I have ruined everything
Friendship Support / by amusingSummer8989
Last post
 March 2nd
...See more Recently I have a huge argument with my friend. She said that she wanted to make peace with me, and that we should let time pass and we could talk one day. She even said "see you in a while." However, I found that she has blocked me on all platforms. I couldn't reach out to her so I had to wait for her to take the initiative to reconcile. This isn't the first time she does this. She did block me after our first argument for a week to cool things down. But this is our third argument now, and it is the worst one. She felt wronged by my actions of throwing away all my support to her and her creative work based on a false pretense (I suddenly got triggered at that moment and I lashed out. I also have been dealing with tons of emotional distress recently but it's not an excuse to be a horrible person). She is aware that I have gone through tons of trauma, usually involving people close to me betraying or abandoning me. She constantly told me that she is not like them, but I constantly struggled to accept it. She was sad that her words couldn't get into my head, and that my insecurities and trauma had made me perceived everyone as monsters. She also constantly told me to stop assuming everything and to have hope in people, believing that they do care about me. Now I wonder if I should trust her for keeping her promise to reconcile with me, or should I think otherwise? Because I felt that I had ruined everything and it's all my fault.
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