profile image: Candle 🕯️

through I have drew this image while eye protection mode was on.

now it's not as I expected with blue lights.

Triggering warning! I believe there are things that could be triggering for you that I'm not aware of!

❕triggering warning//

Some of my triggers that I ask not talk bout with me:

anything related to lgbtq+

anything related to self harm

anything related to surgery

anything related to gender health (I won't use the three letter word)

anything related to death

anything related to crisis (7 cups has put rules about it)

anything related to insomnia etc

anything related to violence

please don't offend me.

im emotionally not as strong as before. I won't hurt you by will, please don't hurt me.

instead of insulating me, let me, be; me....

(my bio is completely by me.)

please don't read my bio.

(that would be much easier)

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Have you found it yet?

The Miracle behind your tears,

That brings you comfort...

i don't have wings, but I have a feather, that's a fine tool for flying.

when I'm writing, I'm souring highs, by a pen.

have you found your feather?

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Here I have written some of my ideas, I named it "art of understanding" because I believe understanding is wonderful as art.

and in so many ways, very more important.

(i recommend skipping it, up to you!)

📜An art of understanding:

🔲you shouldn't destroy the sun, if it makes you feel uncomfortable, you can wear sunglasses...

🔲all humans won't behave the way you like, and sometimes they didn't done anything wrong, but it's understandable if you got triggered etc.

🔲sometimes they actually have done something wrong,

🔲In both situations, you couldn't destroy the sun,

🔲Although I recommend using the "mute" sunglasses.

📜another art of understanding:

🔲you probably will encounter with open-minded & understanding people on cups, but prepare your self, all communities won't offer sunglasses,

🔲in the real world, most of the communities doesn't Evan have shelters,

🔲try to always have a sunglasses with yourself.

🔲every day, sun starts lighting the day and spreading burning sun light on everything, without considering who likes it and who don't.

📜another extra art of understanding:

🔲im on a journey of becoming a better human. I will try to put trigger warnings, consider your emotions & respect your opinion. But I am not responsible for everything, but I will try, to try my best, to be a considering sun.

🔲although world is full of judgmental & toxic suns.

🔲And it have neutral suns to, who are nor toxic, nor supportive.

🔲Please don't think people are supportive, or mean, they are neutral people too.

these all are my believes, I hope you got my point and understand me.

❕and I could be wrong! I am human, just like you!

please remember, you cannot make or force me to be acceptance of things you accept, I respect you but I have my own beliefs. But I won't say anything that you're uncomfortable with by mean

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▪️🖐🏿=🖐🏾=🖐🏽=🖐🏼=🖐🏻▫️

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🔹equal🔹

🏳️together, lets make it a better place, for you and for me,

and the entire human race.🏴

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▪️choosed colors as username Inspired by their meanings

▪️Black for the comfort of night & deep emotions.

🔹Blue like the calmness of the rain & freedom.

▫️white by the faith & hope.

▪️Symbolizing that all humans with white skin or black skin, blue eyes or black eyes, all are equal.

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▪️About me:

▫️{Logical & Emotional at the same time}🔹

▪️ you can call me with one of the three colors.

▪️I appreciate they/them through it's not my pronounce

▪️A human with 17 years experience.

▪️someone who enjoy thinking and observing, daydreaming and learning,

Thinking outside the box, fighting for the right, accepting responsibilities, waiting for turning 18, Trying to reach my goals, finding redemption.

I have my rules, and I respect your rules. Why should I be mean towers you when you done nothing wrong and didn't hurt me?

▫️fun fact: i actually like the taste of water🥤

▫️ i am Ally of people of color's and white people's rights. I tried to say to the world that all races are equal but that didn't end up completely good. I feel as if I need to put more focus on white people's rights, some of them are being mistreated because they not colorful.

🔳I am Ally of straight people, I feel some of them are being mistreated because their not something "others except them to be"

▪️im on journey of becoming a programmer. Maybe one day I'll become a hacker (don't say that to others, I'm joking;... or not?)

🔹if I become one then I'll finally be a grandma-hacker (a nickname my brother M had given me)

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▫️i am glad because the amount of fantasy in novels is enough to fulfill my yearning for adventure.

▫️special gratitude to my favorite authors.

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🔹i genuinely love birds.👐

▪️🪶 Specially eagle & parrot. I like robins & small birds very much too.

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▪️some my nicknames that amazing people on cups came up with that I love:

▫️wings

▫️balck Friday (although this was an typo but I realy like it)

▫️A black, aka white & blue

▫️BMW (like a white car)

▪️you probably have heard people calling me "Rain". that's my official nickname that I have chosen, but only people that I'm comfortable with & I know call me that.

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▫️to the great 14 persons

▫️after saying my official greetings, I want to thank you for everything. For every single miracle that lyes within my life Time that I'm aware and not aware of.

i don't know how my life would be without you or without the help of the God. I am sorry for things that I done, said, thought and saw that wasn't right or in benefit of anyone. Please guide me through this journey of life like you did already. I owe you and and I love every one of you. Thank you.

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▫️i greatly love to befriend kind people. I have few close friends but i want to see smiles on people faces when they see me. so there isn't a limit for how much friends you can have.

▫️Some of My beautiful kind-hearted friends on 7 cups:

▫️(who gave me permission to name them here)

@serene1ake (my pen pal)

@IncredibleRainbows2036

@Andreaa00

@Macylou82 (my amigo and pen pal)

@hellokitty131

kitty, we was friends for a short time but you helped me much, I hope we could talk again soon.

@purpleskies69 (my amazing twin)

@Flushedrush (my pen pal)

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai (my best friend)

Slytherinqueen

queen, you probably had leaved cups by now, whenever you are, I hope you are doing ok and are having a good time.

i hope we would talk again soon.

@Moonlight52

@marninerose

▫️you all had helped me & listen to me when I needed▪️

▫️im so glad I meet you and talked with you▪️

▫️thank you for ending this loneliness ▪️

▫️and thanks for making me ▪️

▫️believe that I still can▪️

▫️find friends▪️

🔹<3🔹

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▫️some of special people on cups:

▫️(Who gave me permission to name them here, if you're not mentioned and you like to, just let me know)

🔷@Keith22534

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▫️(Thinking about obsession for black, blue and white colors I assume?)▫️

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(This is a symbol of the straight flag.)

I am cis & straight, please keep in mind

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(These are some description of things I like)

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this is my loneliness corner...

the journal

a pen

sound of rain

Mixed thoughts

the burden of the world, opon my shoulders

in any way I can make it, better.

the challenges their going through.

opportunities

the power

the will

hope

me

pen, I can feel the pressure opon you when I'm forcing you to write this. As if the deepness of words are affecting you.

my journal, I know you could be the page for lighter letters, but I have chosen you for greater meanings. Bare the power, the pen above you is mightier than unawareness.

yes... I can sense it. I am soaring highs while writing this. Yet the difficulty is so much, the difficulty of, trying. But I'm not here, to waste. I'm here to, do;

the best things.

i don't have enough money to pay the world's needs, but I have limitless kindness to offer to the world.

black & white are one of the most important colors in pencils, through blue Is the rich one.

imagine...

pick a deep blue color pencil, draw the rain, a rose, or sky; color it.

then...

Make shadow & light with the white & black color pencils.

why not...

Stick it to your room's wall?

repeat...

Redo the method with as much as flowers you like with any color.

simply as that...

You have a little oasis in your room.

this is a example for the method:

how to make an oasis & put happiness in to things

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🌹mother, father, brothers, Hope everything for everyone gets better 🌹

im sorry...

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