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crimsonPenguin2489
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts41 Forum posts6 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2025 Member sinceMarch 8, 2025
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I’m a very Happy person who’s been through trauma after trauma I’ve had too much drama with family and other people for one woman to handle, I’m a child of God,Jesus is my lord and savior!!! When I am alone God is right there holding my hand through every experience every sorrow every tear!!! I am 40 years old and I just got hired through the school district doing ABA therapy with children with Autism and other mental health disabilities!!! I am alive today because of Jesus I tried to take my life away last year in May I was in the psych ward on my birthday!!! I live for my disabled son who is gravely disabled and has a speech impairment!!! He is currently in a mental health facility receiving treatment!!!

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Self-Esteem
Self-Esteem / by crimsonPenguin2489
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1 day ago
...See more I just got hired to work for the school district, I’m very excited and determined to do my best!! All I want is for my son to come home!!! Jacob my disabled son is all I got!!! He’s the only child that wants to be in my life!!! He’s 25 and disabled!!! I cherish all the memories we have and all the times we get to share together!!! Thank you Jesus!!! I just feel over whelmed with the way Felicia thinks she’s going to treat me like her girl friend but I’m not gay!!!
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My name is Kristie
Trauma Support / by crimsonPenguin2489
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1 day ago
...See more I’ve been through a lot of trauma!!!! I don’t want to feel pain anymore!! I’m done feeling pain!!!! I want to take all my pills and be dead!!!!
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My older children haven’t seen me in over 11 years
Grief & Loss / by crimsonPenguin2489
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13 hours ago
...See more I went to see my son yesterday he was at his friends I gave my aunt my number and she said it’s his decision I’ve been trying to get involved in my kids life for about a year now none of them want anything to do with me!!!!
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Feeling Insecure
Depression Support / by crimsonPenguin2489
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2 hours ago
...See more My looks have changed!!! I’m overweight and have no motivation my hair fell out due to alpecea from medication changes and bleaching it!!!! I feel alone!!! When I come across the population where I live or go in the sun nobody wants to look at me, people avoid me, I make them nervous, they stare at me laugh at me and criticize me, scorn me!!!!!! I wear wigs to help with my insecurities!!!! But sometimes it just don’t help!!! I use hair shadow that makes it worse I use hair fiber that gets all over the place and makes it look like I just colored my scalp!!!! I’m depressed and I just got a new job working with children with Autism and other mental health issues or disabilities I got hired working for the school district that pays well!!!! I’m afraid they won’t like me!!!!!