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Keith22534
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this member likes to make people think she's a guy (she's a girl)
PathStep 31 Compassion hearts5,933 Forum posts644 Forum upvotes1,187 Current upvotes1,187 Age GroupTeen Last activeMarch, 2025 Member sinceMarch 21, 2023
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Official Cupversary: 6 January

I'm probably not on here anymore. Scroll down and look at my most recent thread. you'll understand. 

maybe i drown in gloom and doom. I've realised that i've seen too many people come and go on here- like some of them might not even remember me.


”We are all searching for someone whose inner demons play well with ours.” 



I've also coined a word: ✨mfness✨ (inspired by Dija's poem)

I've coined another word: His Fraudness (for Omar)

Pfp suggested by @Astraeuss (he isnt a stinky sock)




Stan these QTs------ (in honor of the people who were the best to me on cups. i hope they know who they are.)

| ^.=.^ | -fred

༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ- totoro

૮₍˶ •. • ⑅₎ა ♡- velvet

(づᴗѠᴗ)づ -tanochi

ʕ⁠っ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠っ -pinto

(⁠っ⁠.⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠っ- Lily 

💚⊂ʕ•ᴥ•⊂ʔ- bean

ʕ💅👁👄👁 ʔ💅- materialll dinto 

#cryforeverythingandanything




Special people here: *i love you people sm*

@EnigmaticCat24: elder sister

@aishuind: bro where have you gone?

@Fallon5: missing you sooo much

@Retr0ne: birthday twin 

@Rosieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee: yeahh, its just us now. but we've got each other.

@ItsOkayMillie: my first friend here

@burningRain127: i miss you a lot

@MidnightMystique: the best system everrrr

@KiminoSuizouwoTabetai: the real wise one

@froggeychair: heart lurker <3

@maxisthebest: max 👹





















There is nothing…..
































"All of me changed like midnight..."















































“Part of the adventure is the unknown.” 





















































There’s nothing below.

Atleast I think so.
























When I wake up, I'm afraid.

Somebody else might take my place

When I wake up, I'm afraid

Somebody else might take my place

When I wake up, I'm afraid

Somebody else might take my place








































is it love? is it just the friendship that i want more from? 

idfk
i created a playlist for you. but you'll never know.

















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I'm so sorry.
General Support / by Keith22534
Last post
Wednesday
...See more Hi, I know you’re probably wondering why I tagged you all. Some of you know me as Keith, others as Esha. Over time, we’ve shared conversations, laughter, and maybe even moments of silence that spoke louder than words. A lot has been happening at home, and while I’d rather not go into details, it’s reached a point where I have to step away. I will be leaving Cups, likely for the next two years, maybe longer. I don’t know what the future holds, but for now, this is something I need to do. Please don’t PM me on my listener or member account. I won’t be around to reply.  I just want to say thank you, for the laughs, the deep talks, the random chaos, and the kindness. For everything. You’ve all made this space feel like home in some way, and I’m really grateful for that. This isn’t a goodbye, just a see you later. <3 @ALeXaNdEr0712 @Astraeuss @Amymimy2711 @amiableBunny4016 @aishuind @aquaaaaa @avyisking @bearainy @blackbluewhite @burningRain127 @communitymodaaron @DarkerPlaces @dawnlit02 @Dragonhelper10 @EnigmaticCat24 @exubarentblackberry9105 @Fallon5 @froggeychair @gentleMaple2595 @happinesstojoy @hi66666 @ilxraurel01 @ItsOkayMillie @KiminoSuizouwoTabetai @lexiiimae99 @lovemymoonflowers @Macylou82 @Manimahem @maxisthebest @MidnightMystique @OhHelloThereImHere @pixierobin @QueenGemma08 @rayna000 @Retr0ne @Rosieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee @theboymoana @yourlocalikea
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Oldest Daughter Things
Poetry / by Keith22534
Last post
February 28th
...See more Is it them, or is it me? Am I the villain problem for keeping the peace? I hold it in, I bite my tongue, Guess I was grown old before I was young. They cry, they vent, they fall apart, But I just roll my eyes and guard my heart. "You never break, you’re always okay." But no one ever asks if I feel that way. Maybe I’m harsh, maybe I’m mean, Or maybe I’m just never seen. -Esha
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idfk but i made you a playlist
Poetry / by Keith22534
Last post
March 1st
...See more My first time writing a poem.  Is it love? Or just my brain overplaying the same track, Looping your name like a song I swear I don’t even like. Is it just friendship? Or something tangled in the lyrics, A mixtape of maybe’s, A chorus stuck on almost. IDFK. But I made you a playlist— Every song says what I won’t, So just… listen. <3 -Esha
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heyya
Pen Pals / by Keith22534
Last post
March 2nd
...See more please dont lurk, post or upvote unless you're @Keith22534 or @ItsOkayMillie AGHHHHH i'm gonna miss you sm! happy 18th birthday! you were my first friend i'm legit sobbing right now. you gotta update this weekly because ik studies are a pain in the ***. love yaaaaa <3
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look for pen pals!
Pen Pals / by Keith22534
Last post
February 14th
...See more Hiya, I'm a 15-year-old girl (cis) from India, looking for a penpal! I have board exams soon and I'd love to talk to someone (about anything!)  <3
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heyy
General Support / by Keith22534
Last post
January 15th
...See more Heyy @Bearainy I want to explain why I requested that you not call me Esha. I want to sincerely apologise for that. Esha is a deeply personal name for me. A few people used it on Cups but are either not active or have passed away. I hope you understand that I didn’t intend to hurt you in any way, and I’m genuinely sorry if it came across that way. I hope you can understand why this matters to me.  <3
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heyyy
Pen Pals / by Keith22534
Last post
February 7th
...See more please do not lurk, upvote or post to this forum thread unless you're @froggeychair or @keith22534 heyyy @froggeychair so i created the space. how is it going?  <3
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Dont lurk please
Pen Pals / by Keith22534
Last post
January 11th
...See more This is a personal space for @FormalPsycho and @Keith22534 Please don't lurk,or read any messages , upvote or reply to anything here if you're not @FormalPsycho or @Keith22534 heyy, i just made this thread because i wanted to check in on you, John. how are you? <3
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