Feeling lonely

Ik i came here for healing my mind from depressed. open hearted friend. I never found any open hearted friend in my life, my school life, and now in clg. I'm 17 from this month but i started my clg earlier. I like to talk with girls only cuz if i talk with any boy they easily get attracted on me. I'm always open hearted with everyone but i Didn't find any open hearted friend so i can share everything with her. I'm naturally like to talk with friendly i don’t feel jealous to anyone but idk when i was at school all girls used to feel jealous on me they Don't wanted to be friendly with me even in online girls Don't want to talk to me they're not friendly though I'm friendly with them.