My day is ruined because of Facebook
I don't normally get any followers at all on *** because I rarely use it, although I have posted a few things (mostly selfies and quick meaningless diary entries) and added long lost friends from the special needs school (*** is for smoke only).
However someone made a friend request and I am not happy. My ego is ruined. My day is ruined after some weird r/im14andthisisdeep level quotes Bible references account followed me on ***. I feel like my younger self. Everyone thinks of me like "dumb cringe Drunning Kruger Indian ESFP RLOEN in Ni grip that thinks theyre smart but is in fact an idiot making the dumbest predictions ever"
also transvestite that tries to look cool but always looks *** ridiculous whenever compared to an actually cool person and is also misgendered by like everyone
and has outbursts in public
Ugliest possible human ever
please help
I JUST WANT EVIDENCE FROM OTHERS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD THAT I AM
more ecto than endo/meso
more night owl than morning lark
(generally speaking, this is very vague) more I-N-T-x and more ennea 5/6/7/9 than ennea 2/4/6/8
more androgynous-masculine than feminine, macho tough, or like ugly non-binary
etc etc etc
The way i want to be basically
Not to mention the kind of comments id get on my youtube channel that made me insecure af about my personality
Please help, I am drowning in insecurity

@camo303xvp if it's worth anything when i saw You on YouTube i really thought You were a boy
Also i thought You deleted your channel
Did You got a new one?
@gingerlain
How did you know it was myself? In case you don't mind me asking what is your account called?
I deleted it because my self-esteem was so low.

@camo303xvp do You mean My YouTube account? It's ginger creature
I was like the only few that commented your videos
I enjoyed your videos, it Even gave me inspiration to do videos myself