Chat Between @jesusredeemedme2425 and @mytwistedsoul
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You seem pretty dang awesome, and I'd love to get to know you if you'd like <3 No pressure if you don't... Feel free to ignore if you're not interested <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 Hey! This is a pleasant surprise. You seem pretty awesome yourself! How are you?
Awwww thank you! I’m sleepy hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 Maybe you could take a little nap? Unless it throws off your sleep schedule? Which in that case you need more coffee!
I don’t think my boss would appreciate me sleeping on the job hehe XD
Coffee and my body do NOT get along lol
I just need to not stay up so late hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 Oh! Lol yeah that wouldn't be a good thing! I bet you would get quite a few looks if you settled in somewhere :D
Oh no I've met a few people here that have trouble with coffee. Idk how you do life without coffee!? I mean it's great that you're listening to your body not liking it. I do t think I could survive without
I hear you on the late nights though. I try to get to bed before 12 buuuut it's easier said than done lately :p
I mean, people sleep here all the time but I don’t wanna do that myself XD
I love coffee! Especially the kind that’s mostly sugar and chocolate with a tiny bit of coffee XD Buttttt it affects my heart. :(
Yeahhhh I’m on the midnight bus myself there XD
@jesusredeemedme2425 Now I have Journey Don't stop believing stuck in my head 🤪 "took the midnight train going anywhere"
Sleep is a complicated thing isn't it? You would think it would be pretty easy - just lay down and play dead for a few hours
Oh man that would be hard - It's good you're mindful about it though. I guess anything with caffeine is out? You probably have to be really careful with otc meds too I bet
Just a small town girl, livin in a lonely world… ;)
Yeah, ikr??? But the going to sleep and staying asleep parts are the hardest lol
Yeah, I can’t even eat chocolate… It makes me sad sometimes lol
Dude, I can barely even eat sugar anymore. Hurts my teeth lol
So tell me about you?? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 No chocolate would be sad! Not having sugar though is probably a good thing in the long run though
Yeah… But a not fun thing too lol
Ooh can I see your dioramas???? <3
Do you have an edible garden?
I don’t have contact with ANY of my family except my mom, who I live with. My dad and stepdad died within the last year or so too.
What diagnoses?
How so?
Whaf are some hobbies you’d like to try? Do you have goals for your life? Do you like sushi???
Im in my 30s. I don’t have pets, but I caught a lizard at work yesterday hehe! I’m a born-again Christian, and I go to a young adult Bible study. I love drawing and reading and serving others <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 It is an edible garden! Snap peas and snow peas. Carrots and potatoes. Celery and sometimes beets and tomatoes. Plus there's cherry - plum - apple and pawpaw trees
Oh gosh I'm sorry for your loss. Were you close with them?
Anxiety and depression and OCD and cptsd and did - a system of 16
Hmm - hobbies. Glass blowing and fractural wood burning 😬
I actually just started to try to get to know myself. lol. I've made trips to the beach and a trip to West Virginia. Beautiful State. I wouldn't mind moving there. I don't like sushi but I have tried octopus. Very chewy 😜 I love Chinese food though. But not to crazy about Thai and I've never had curry
Late twenties. A lizard! That's so cool! They're usually pretty quick aren't they? I have a complicated relationship with God. Bible study sounds pretty cool though. Especially with other young adults
Do you ever share your drawings here? I'd love to see them. What's your favorite genre to read? I'm a big fan of Dean Koontz but Stephen King has some good ones too. The girl who loved Tom Gordon is one of my favorites
And sometimes - I can really talk alot 😅 sorry about that
Wow! You’ll never need to buy produce again <3
What are pawpaws?
No, I was abused by both. But I mostly forgave my dad. My stepdad… I hate saying it, but I hate him. He was evil…
I’m sorry :( I have most of those myself.
When you write to me, am I writing to the same person every time?
Whats fractural wood burning?
Whats WV like
I LOVE Chinese food <3
Yeah, but I think he was too cold to run fast. I picked him up by the tail, showed him off to a few coworkers, then set him free outside <3
Why complicated?
Have you ever been to a YA Bible study?
I don’t post them because I know photos can be tracked electronically. I don’t feel safe doing it.
Right now, I’m mostly into historical fiction and kids/YA fiction <3
Noooooo apologizing!!! <3
Those are so cool! How did you make them? Have you posted them for others to enjoy yet??? <3
Omg that is so long 😅😬
Sorry!!! XD Want a shorter one?? Hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 I meant mine was so long 😂 sorry about that
I'm gonna move this down farther because I use my phone alot and it shifts the replies over to the right each time until you can see it
A pawpaw is a fruit tree that has these green oval fruits about 5 or 6 in long. It's tastes kind of like a mango banana cross with a custard type texture. They're native here and grow wild
Oh man I'm sorry they were both abusive. I think that sometimes hatred is justified - especially when it comes to evil people
I'm sorry you have most of those too. It makes things hard to deal with
Lol yep it's me. The others don't come in much anymore. And if they do they stick to threads I have or sometimes they might do discussion threads
Fractural wood burning uses high voltage to burn the wood. The way the current burns the wood gives it patterns that look like lightening. Then you clean up the marks and use colored resin to fill in the marks. It looks amazing but it's pretty dangerous
John Denver songs a song - Almost Heaven. It's about WV. The mountains are beautiful and there's alot of waterfalls. Coal mining was big back in the day. There's a couple of ghost towns that used to be huge back when mining was so popular. You can walk around in them and see the old buildings. I visited Thurmond while I was there
Aw that's nice that you let him outside. He was probably grateful to warm up. Hopefully he learned his lesson that lizards should stay outside lol
I guess because I don't understand why someone or something that is all knowing and all seeing let's the things happen that do. Why children have to deal with abuse or cancer. I understand that there's trials and tribulations but children are innocents
It's been years since I did a Bible study group. The group leader ended up getting in trouble for - well - being into kids
Ah ok - yeah I do understand that! You do have to be careful online that's for sure
Oh the YA and kids books are pretty awesome! I've read a lot of those too. Plus they're usually not as long. Except for the Eragon books lol
I have routers and stuff to make most of it and then a printer to print some of the things like book covers. There's websites with some of the smaller things I can't make. Like the little glass jars and hats and light kits
I've posted some of them on my threads and I think I posted a few on one of the Hobby threads once
Remind me to respond to this later lol. I clicked on it while not having the quiet or the bandwidth to respond atm, so I will later tonight! Send me a post so I get the notification again? Lol! Ty <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 Hey :) How are you?
Heyyyyy still reading this while busy XD Ugh my life lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 Lol no worries! I'll keep them shorter from now on. Nothing like a wall of words 🤪
@mytwistedsoul
Heh. My brain thinks a lot of posts are overwhelming, even if they're not lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 Understandable. You have a lot going on here
I get into sensory overload very easily.
@jesusredeemedme2425 For me it's sound. Too much talking. It's really hard finding polite ways to tell people to shut up
@mytwistedsoul
DUUUUDDDEEEE!!! That's me at work. My coworkers constantly want to talk to me... How do you tell people to go away and leave you alone during your lunch hour??? XD
@jesusredeemedme2425 Pretend you're listening to an audibook
@mytwistedsoul
I've used earbuds, but they bother me a little lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 Well growling at people seems to alarm them so that's probably not a good idea
Can you sit outside? Or are you not an outside sitter type person
@mytwistedsoul
Awwww that sounds fun tho!!!! Hehe
Nowhere to sit outside, unless I wanna sit on a curb or something XD
@jesusredeemedme2425 Well you could try it. You might not have a job at the end of the day but as a consolation prize you'd get a lovely padded room with one of those really cool hug me jackets
@mytwistedsoul
I love your sense of humor XD
@jesusredeemedme2425 You've gotta have a laugh every now and then or else you get emotionally constipated
@mytwistedsoul
Sigh... That's me. I'm both numb and raw...
@jesusredeemedme2425 *offers hugs* those raw moments come out of no where too don't they? ❤️
Yeah… I get flashbacks. I was physically hurt by a man about a year or two ago…
@jesusredeemedme2425 Flashbacks suck. People suck too sometimes. I'm sorry you're dealing with those. Do you have things that can help you? Like grounding and breathing? Sometimes even reminding yourself that you're safe can help. Even just taking a quiet moment or two in the restroom
I keep forgetting to tell you I really like your PFP!
Thank you! It’s got Christian imagery that I bet a lot of people don’t realize hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 The lion lays down with the lamb 😊
Nothing really. And they’re not bad flashbacks… I just shut down emotionally after I remember.
@jesusredeemedme2425 Brain is trying to protect you from big emotions ❤️ It helps for awhile but is exhausting too
Very exhausting… I’m always so tired. I don’t sleep enough but… it’s more than that.
@jesusredeemedme2425 Would you like to talk about it? No pressure of course. I know the things that we go through - the things that happen to us changes everything. It changes how we see the world
Sure- remind me later… I’m out atm lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 Just wanted you to know that you've been in my thoughts ❤️
No obligation to reply
Awwww Thank you!! Sorry, I forgot to respond again lol
Twistie!!!! <3
Hey! How are you? I was wondering when you'd be back!
Me too lol XD
Ive been… well, it’s been a roller coaster! Lots of good, a little bad, yk lol
How abut you?? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 Hey lots of good is a good thing! I'm sorry to hear about the bad though. Does it feel weird being back?
For the most part I'm hanging in there!
Kinda. Everything feels… superficial now.
Yeah time away from here can be a pretty big eye opener. Which is probably a good thing
Wym?
@jesusredeemedme2425 What do I mean...hmmm. That there's no real depth to most things here. It scratches the surface but that's a far as it goes.
It really does… But sometimes, it goes super deep.
@jesusredeemedme2425 True. Do you think Tiny was offended? Doing some over thinking lol
Hm? Offended by what?
@jesusredeemedme2425 Tbh I have no idea 😅 I'll be quiet now 😂😂
I think I vaguely remember the post but not the deets XD
And no, she’s not <3
I think I vaguely remember the post but not the deets XD
And no, she’s not <3
Can you do this???? Hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 Do what? Make a fish face? 😂
Wha? Where did you get fish face lol
@jesusredeemedme2425 😁 well you asked if I can do this. And I'm thinking do what? Thinking there's an embedded link or something. (There's not 😂) I highlighted what you wrote and searched the web 😂 and that's what it gave me 🤣
I changed the colors… Can’t you see it?
@jesusredeemedme2425 Oh! Duh! 🤪 I can change the text color but not sure about the background lol
Are you using your computer or phone?
@jesusredeemedme2425 Phone usually but not the app. I use a browser. Probably makes a difference
Probably lol
Doing anything fun today? <3