I’m loosing myself to a drug, I need to stop
I just joined and it’s the first time in 12 years that I talk about this.
I really need some encouragement to keep trying to get better and quit once and for all this sad drug.
Its been a rollercoaster and now it seems the speed suddenly went up.. I can’t remember a time where I was calm and happy, inside my head there’s a never ending circle of burning anxiety and regret. I’m so disappointed of myself.
I know nothing about addiction but I upvoted your post to try making more visible with the algorithm (don't know if it works like that) I hope the best for you I can answer you if you need confort but can't not provide reliable advice.
Wish you the best im sure you can do it you already did the first step and talk about it. You're on good track