Messing things up

I woke up and had no motivation to do anything today. There was a resounding 'nothing matters'. I slept the day away until it was too painful to keep doing nothing and feeling nothing so I drank to destroy everything. Now it's midnight, I've accomplished nothing other than feeling ill, and I have work tomorrow. I don't know how to break this cycle. Please wish me luck that I can function at work.

@determinedSea4370 Hey how are you doing now? :) I hope your day goes so much better and that you find little things to smile about.
I can understand that the regret of a day spent like that can be heavy but it's okay, not all days are going to be the same. What's important is that you made it through, now you've got a new day ahead :) I hope that each new day brings you a lot of positive progress<3
@BlueDarkAurora Thank you, I do appreciate it. I'm feeling ill and exhausted, but I was able to function and keep it together better than I thought I would be. I like the gif you chose :-)

@determinedSea4370 I hope you feel better soon<3 and that you're able to get some rest. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts<3 And glad you liked the gif :D